That’s the big reason I’ve hesitated doing any pulls. I’m such a pessimist, lol.
Also the way I see it, I’m already getting A ranks consistently in my alliance and sort of don’t just want to up and leave to join a higher ranked alliance (in order to maximize gains from my guardians) since it’s a good group of people, but if I don’t leave, the guardians wont really benefit me much in the next few months. I’d probably benefit more from Guinevere or Merlin or getting some stable Atlantis heroes… choices, choices.
Then there’s the fact I already got HOTM. If I get her again, I’ll feel like there’s no way I’ll get the much more valuable HOTM next month. Even though that’s not how rng or probability works, it’s hard to shake some superstitions. Sort of like how DnD players “rolled out the ones” if anyone get the reference.