here is a tribute to Jedon.
Dear community, friends and family:
I am sad to inform you that, due to very bad medical conditions I wont ve able to keep active as before, if ever can be online. I am through a new experment treatment to try test if I can be cured of colon tumor that looks bad as cancer in first levels.
Pray for me and wish me luck.
I will try to keep up till its no way to handel.
Yours,
Jedon
My dear very kindful friends of Community and Staff, I am moved by your all kind words and support.
Your words already are keeping me strong.
This is my 3rd day in detox department, new treatment is still an experment I volinteer cause medical care are expencive here and it was my best chance. Providers requires me to be clean of all painkiller and this requires 1 week of no painkiller at all, so I have to go though that in their detox to be under an eye. Left very long 4 days. I pass out of pain waves some times. Sorry for telling you that, but I am a selfish who need friends support cause he can’t get family support with out risking of losing one of my parents, old enough to not be handeling pain of an only child.
Sorry for late in answer, @Joyful818 I am so sorry for your lose, I can’t imagin your pain, I spent days thinking of that lose if my patents knew about my condition and lose one of them … this was aweful and pain of it pass over the colon pains. Its very hard to lose one of the life sources that brings one to life. God bless those of our parents alive and bless and mercy those who pass away and left us. May God mercy tough your soul dear Joyful818 and let the pain be gone.
Dear friends, Most of you are my very best, Some of you have become a part of my family and some of you I just love cause we share same interests. To all of you I humbly ask you to accept my appreciations, your support is the only painkiller I have during my first dark week of this experment. I hope high to make it through, I hope colon tumor will be a 8 stars dark titan so I defeat it, Oh Lord please not 9 Light one otherwise I am dead
With all of my respect and appreciation I thank you all.
Yours,
Jedon.
This coming from you has very much moved me. Meet @Razor guys he is the most kind and loving person on Earth.
He knew one day about my struggles so he made that prize on his site and asked me to join it. Then he gave me a reward! He helped me back in the days to live another age!
I didn’t have time to thank you before my best friend. But as I may not ve there for long, greatful to have this window to thank you for being my friend and for being the man you are.
Having friends like you guys is the best thing I had in my life.
And if I pass away now, I will be a happy man that I have you by my side.
Thanks for being there for me.
And thanks @Razor for your great humanity and kindness.
Yours,
Jedon.
Dear @zephyr1
I can’t say how high spiritual feelings I have now reading all your wishes to me annd the good luck words.
To see how much love you guys have for me, to see that not just my friends and close ones are there fir me but the Staff too.
@Petri I want to thank all your crew and your self for being so supportive.
@Rook and all MOD crew you are great friends and I am honored to have you guys on my side.
To all the new friends in our community who come to wish me luck and best wishes just for reading few posts that got their likes I say Lord bless all of you, your words moved me.
@Rigs and @Bzzinator your words are bless. You know who you are to me. A great brother and sistet who keep hugging me through my painful trip vs this dam* tumor, I will do my best to live, rest in Gods hands.
@DoctorStrange I never thought you exactly will ever wish me luck or recovery wishes, but for your kindness and good heart I pray you stay safe of every bad thing in this words.
@Razor I am speachless. You leave me no words in heart to say. I am speaking with tears falling and floding on my screen. You never let go of me brother, but you also don’t gave to do that, you have your life and own issues and others who are supporting me on this fund page. You guys are so kind and this love is much much much more than I ever may ask for or even dream of having in an entire life!
I wish you all great life and hwalth for all and every year of your kindful lives.
I am out from detox starting to take tge experment new cemical treatment and had 2 times of radiation cources.
Its a long way, and I don’t understand almost every thing happening to me nor beung told by doctors cause I never thought I’d be in this place or even deal with!
I can promiss you one thing. I will fight as long as I can. And I will keep reading yoour great supportive words every time pain reappers ask me to let go.
I hope Lord will accept my prayers when I ask for you all best life, health and achivements of all your goals.
Thanks for being there for me.
Love you all.
Yours,
Amr Olwan.
Jedon.
@Joyful818
@Garanwyn
@LadyAnesthesia
Thank you my friends, its always great to see and feel your wishes and love. I am sorry that I don’t contrebuite much on forum but I feel that I am getting slowed as effect of the experment drug they are injecting me with the radiation treatment. moves and remembring are a bit difficult and going to be worse. I can’t complain its only one chance for guy like me, could die with turom with out this experment any way. Hope they eill fix me. Thanks @Joyful818 for the Joke and thanks @zephyr1 you know my best jokes in the world … I hope to chuck norris this turom too
Its great to be with you guys.
Personal update:
Day before yesterday;
Got so much pain that needed asap doctor check, who admit its my appendix, and it must be removed.
Now I need to make an appendix removal surgery which holding back my radiation treatment as doctor said. I am managing few people to help me selling my laptop to get enough money to make this surgery, It will be an easy surgery as I hope, And this will be in 2 days if I am lucky enough.
If not then appendix will kill me before cancer does.
About experment treatment it was going slowly but with improvment as doctors said but its holded back now because of stoping of radiation cources that caused me my issue.
Asap I got this part removed I will (If still alive ofc) go on with treatment for tumor.
Love you all, wanted to let ya know that I appreciat all what you are doing for me, want to thank every one who praied for me, every one who wished me spped recovery and every one who donated to the gofundme that @Razor made for me.
8f you didn’t hear from me for more than week then I couldn’t remove the appendix and by then I am dead. So as for now I say again I love you guys, and I must say hope to see you again or else its my goodbye.
Yours,
Jedon
Amr Olwan.
Personal update:
I sold the laptop and got part of surgery cost and already have book a room and a doctor to do the surgery of removing my damaged appendix.
I will be doing it tomorrow and will be underwatch in ER for next 24 hours.
If it went good I will resuem the expermental treat, how ever with personal sickness history of the high blood presuer and high blood gloucose there is a risk that I may die during the surgery it self, doctors were honest but I have no other chance (I already sold my dear laptop any way lol) So be it!
If I didn’t open in 1 week then I allow @Bzzinator my alliance leader to announce that I died.
Please pray for me.
Love you all and repspect your prayers thoughts and all donations your doing for me. In next few hours I will be in hands of might Lord. Hope to see you again.
Yours,
Jedon
Personal updates:
Dear friends and family:
Glad to announce that the surgery went well. Appendix has been removed.
I am now in ER room for some hours more to complete the underwatch sheft. Then will be back to resume the experment treat of tumor.
I was aiming to post this update when I am there cause 9f the warning from the nurses of taking away the phone if I used it in time I should be rested following doctors order. But I couldn’t hold it cause I know many are worried about me. I tried TBH to post earlier but I was so dizzy due to total anesthesia and the pain of the stitches in surgery place. So I went to @Bzzinator my alliance leader and asked her to post for me cause I was sneaking the phone under the bed blanket (like a teenager who look in a forbeden magazin and so afriad of getten busted ROFL) and I appreciate her post for me here hours ago.
I am greatful and I appreciate all the great support om spiritual economic sides that you kindfully do for me till now, you are all great bless from Mighty God.
God bless you all, my respect and my love to every one of you.
Thank you word is never enough to give you all what I really feel for every single one of you.
Yours,
Jedon
@KLinMayhem Thanks I loved it my friend. Never had own song before! What a cheerful starting day
@Joyful818 Thank you so much, your kindness and your personal share means alot to me God bless you my dear.
@MrsBCW @GelatinousPilot I can’t thank you enough for this so much support and work to help me.
You guys are bless.
@Kayo you are never late my dear, after all you are here for me, thanks for care to read, care to post and care show your good heart. Thank you Kayo
And thank you all my friends. Your support and prayers are lefting me up and lightning my darkest times, I come here every time I feel pain or I here some painful screems from next rooms in experiment house a new guy joined the program and he has liver tumor, still in his detox.
His screams brings back the samest nights feelings to me, I come to read your posts and wishes then pain release and sad is gone. Your supporting my hope and I appreciate your love so much.
As an update:
I am now in the experiment house and resuming the turom treatment, doctors have gave me small radiation portion to test the effects first, and going well on their new cemical drug.
My hair is starting to leave me but this treatment will get in summer and its hot with hair there … I think I’d have better food if I lost my hair, cause they will reduce elictristy by turning off my aircondition. Hair makes one feel hot, monk doesn’t need to feel hot.
(Monk must be blad) I learned this wisdome the hardest way lol. Saying that if you were wondring my all monks are no hair
Personal update:
Ok I just got what was left on me for the hospital by a transfare done by @Razor and already paid them and back to experiment house to resume my cure with a clear mimd on swlf healing plus what the cources do to cure me of this tumor.
I want to thank every one has donated to my fund page.
Great thanks to Razor and @MrsBCW and @LadyAnesthesia for covering me well and great thanks to every one. You guys have saved my life so far with spiritual and donations.
Love you all.
Yours,
Jedon
My friend @Jb you are calling me Marvel and @zephyr1 called me Legend!
The real diamonds here are all of you not me. You are the ones who give with out waiting for returns. You are the life legends and all the seas treasurs.
You have gave me another life.
The care and love I see here is way more important than medical cure! Doctors said that.
Aftet I was asking them about options to sell one kideny of mine to cover the expinces of that left on me for the surgery, and the dark cloud fly over my head and the worried days of being escorted to jail for a non coverd cheq I gave to hospital of surgery as a guarntee. All that have replaced with happeness today. And doctors was worried that sadness and long days with no sleep can effect the stats of the progress … this all is now gone. They are happy that I have friends like you … and the head doctore of the experiment crew said to me; " My faith in humanity has been restored by your friends.
So thank you all. For every thing
Yours.
Jedon
I email the adress you’ve post in your previous posts.
If you didn’t get it, then you maybe typed it wrong.
Was asking if this is natural tea and wont go wrong with my treatment (I gotta ask my doctors) if they confirmed I would love to have some.
Even If I don’t know this could happen to send some thing to other country!
I appreciate your offer and I thank you sister @Julue2q
Personal update:
I am on more of cemical experimental drug portions which are like an acid into my viens!
But I used to its pain sort of its less than my previois pain during detox week.
It is reducing the tumor and doctors are hoping that I am up to the 5% rate of healing way.
After 1 week will be no more radiation cources and will be more acid aka that drug lol.
I am happier man than I was few weeks ago and I am on a diet of foods with less greens due to colone stats.
I really miss much foods but I can’t complain. Its a chance in ones life time and I will step it by step.
Road is still long but with the support I am getting from you here I will win my fight I believe.
Doctors are happy and saying I should keep a high hopes and high spirit and that this is a great cure progress they were not expecting.
I sleep more starting of 2 days ago. But I am not supposed to focus on phone useage cause doctors think that this could cause me less progress… I don’t understand but I am following orders.
A trust brige is getting built between me and my doctors, I am not afraid of them any more as I was.
Cause ai used to hate and get scared of them before.
They will get me a harder progress map to follow next week and my activaties will be reduced.
They are papearing me and the other guys started this in same time to stage 3 of this experiment and they think this part will be harder, cause if it didn’t work well as they want then a medical assistance will be required with a tumor surgery remove will be the only way to keep subject (me) alive! But said if it works good percent it will be just a matter of te to get rid of this ugly tumor for good. It will be a 3 months stage!
Will see on next days what could be.
I asked doctors about tea or herbs that ypu were talking about but they refused me 5o be taking any thing not in my certian diet.
I am happy to see that you all are still thinking of me. Praying and sending great recovery wishes.
And more thinking of making a hero for me!
Happy so much that I am tearing up.
Thank you my friends.
Appreciate all your support.
Yours,
Jedon.
Thank you guys, its always great to read your encoreging posts.
Makes me feel happy.
Personal update:
Got doctors approval to use more phone online!
They starting to see how happy I am using this apps and they finbally approved.
Sadlly I couldn’t invite any of them to get the vip
But I am happy for this improvment.
I am doing good in game tbh I should be posting this 2 days ago! But I am still a bet slow with drugs in my blood. I was checking new tournments and found some thing wierd (i will post on G.D after this post ) that what made me rush to forums!
I am happy you still remember me guys, I still need your support especially the prayers and thoughts. Thank you all for being around.
Yours,
Jedon
Thank you my family and friends for care much about me. Liking all your comments was tough to do
I lost forum and all saved sites passwords on phone when I fall with it. Its broken but still working and i can come back to say hi to my life supporters here God bless you all.
I thank @Bzzinator for being my hands and speaking for me.
I thank @zephyr1 for resting my pw to get forum back
I have no words to thank @Razor for what he is doing for me, too much and i tear up bro … sorry for what you have to deal for me brother .
Forgive me all guys.
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Jedon
August 28, 2019, 4:34pm
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Thanks for thinking of me, and trying to draw a smile on my face dear @Saphirra .
I appreciate it brother
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Your Welcome. The other half is still in transit. but I this is something I wanted to do for you. @Garanwyn gave me the idea when he did @PapaHeavy ’s thread Get Off My Lawn: PapaHeavy's Guide To Stuff That Just Ain't Right And Ain't as Good As It Used To Be - #55 by Gee333
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Keep smiling @Jedon , laughter really is the best medicine.
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Lovely topic.
Just checking there’s no news you’re aware of? ‘Tribute’ is a bit worrying
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Thank GOD you’re still here Bro may GOD bless and keep you and heal you from what is attacking your body, may you receive the healing that was already paid for on the Cross from the Blood that was shed for you and prosper as well in JESUS’ NAME. Amen
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Ok, let me try this title. But no, no news.
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This is one post that Highly Deserves to be highlighted!! Thank you @Saphirra for doing this!! It’s some much better than the ramblings of a madman!!!
@Jedon has done so much for so many here in his E&P family, and helped me immensely when I started that we couldn’t thank him enough.
Now he’s shown what a strong person he is, and what a special soul he possesses. He will forever be in the hearts of those he has touched.
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@Saphirra you have a @Jedon heart. The Forum is a warmer place because of each of you. This compilation is such a lovely idea. Thank you!!!
@Jedon , I hope this concentrated “memoir” gives you a sense of how we see you & how you are a beacon of kindness & inspiration.
Love to both of you gentlemen! Thank you for filling us up!!!
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Where are u jedon? Hope u can play again
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GOD bless you and GOD Loves you Bro was thinking about you earlier
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Dear Jedon,
all the best for you and your family. Wish you all the strength you need.
God and all his angels may be with you and support you with their love and healing power.
And may your inner strength and power from your heart and your soul never end.
With love
Hymenolepis diminuta
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@Jedon a hug. I have you present in my prayers.
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You are in my prayers @Jedon , your courage and faith have touched me deeply. You are an Inspiration to me and have the faith of Moses. Hope you find some times of less pain and I wish you all the best. Always
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Thank you brother for making this.
And I am sorry that you guys have to put your donations on me again.
I appreciate your help as I couldn’t find job any where here, all skip off when cancer word comes up. Ensuring a cancer patient means big amount of money and all money owners here are not supportive of cancer patients. They believe it’s a waste to ensure a dead man/woman.
It been hard days so far cause all diseases are working with tumor now, especially diabetes and liver inzims working against itself.
Again I am sorry to put you all in this once more as I know how hard life goes vs every one. Much appreciated to the thought, prayers and donations if any can help with it.
Yours,
Jedon.
Today I been in a confusing situation, The mail man came with a gift from SGG!!
Some kind of T-Shirt, I was so happy untill!
He told me there is fee on it !
484 pounds!
Shock moment. Then sadness. I couldn’t receive it, too much money that I don’t have, and if I have would be better to see doctor or buy medics.
I am sorry that my country doesn’t support citizens any more.
I am grateful to SGG for the gift, very generous from you guys @Petri @KiraSG . And sorry that I couldn’t take it. Wish situation was else so I could have it and post selfie with it.
Happiness and sadness are mixing inside me.
I just love you guys thanks for every thing your doing for me.
Personal update:
I will be visiting 2 doctors today for heart and liver
Your generosity guys allowed me to make the appointment, hope doctors will not change midecs but only dosages.
I am recovering and doing good needed so much insulin and Airstabx plus 40mg for blood pressure and medics of liver.
And your spiritual support are great
I owe you my life guys.
Thank you all.
Please accept my Love and respect .
Jedon
thought it was time for another update to the Memoir.
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Personal update:
I will be visiting 2 doctors today for heart and liver
Your generosity guys allowed me to make the appointment, hope doctors will not change midecs but only dosages.
I am recovering and doing good needed so much insulin and Airstabx plus 40mg for blood pressure and medics of liver.
And your spiritual support are great
I owe you my life guys.
Thank you all.
Please accept my Love and respect .
Jedon
Personal update:
Sorry for late responses I have been 2 days in ER cause of liver failure shock.
Been asked to do some check ups and results made doctors to tell me some:
Doctor of heart told me to stick to medics on exact dosages.
Doctor of inside organs (dunno name of it) told me that, liver has failure of 71% he said could live on 25% if only committed to his dosage and directions. Also said cancer has fully damaged 1 kidney that must be removed. I will do check ups for this surgery tonight. Will be made by faculty of medicine by traning students so it will be 50% cost and I can accept that.
I am sorry for being away from you this long and hope I will be ok after this to be able to be a good regular on this community.
I am very grateful to all of you and I wish you all great health and life.
@Petri have a great thanks day bro. I wish you and all the staff happy one. Thanks for your gift even if for country reason I couldn’t recived it.
@Community and family Be safe and good my dear. World need great people like you.
If I ever made some one upset or sad I am sorry. Pray for me I will be drugged and wont be able to pray for my own.
Yours,
Jedon.
Here is message from Jedon to all…its taken alot for him to type. Your prayers and assistance is much appreciated. Thank you.
Dear family on E&P community, I want to inform you that I recived the money that General has sent to me. Had help by a monk my mentor sent to take care of me, a doctor monk and he is young but treating me like his father even calling me father!
Even after getting home I am still have a needle in my left hand to take in it glucose and some times blood cause I am not supposed to eat yet and my escort helping me to add/remove them.
I am also linked with plastic bags to take out urine and one other to take blood under the sticks of the surgery place. Which makes my movement painful so much but I am his friend now. Pain is good to me dont wanna leave like that good friend who stay with you for ever
When I am allowed to remove these plastic bags and the needle from my hand and get strong enough I will go to live in monastery for the rest of my life.
Batolian monks has monastery in Valley of Natrun in Egypt.
Parents are fine with that they had enough sadness watching me slowly going down.
It’s hard to type much cause the needle really hurts cause it is still an iron piece inside my veins. But it will get better. I feel I am going better was looking to go monastery for so long but never had good chance.
Mom and dad can visit me on Fridays once a month. they know and they are ok.
They my parents and me hoping living away from a city will improve my health. It’s a chance I wanna take.
On other hand General who spend his time to help me and Bzzinator my official speaker you guys are great bless thanks. You all are blessing my family here in this great community with out you I’d be dead in cancer house months ago.
I am grateful to all of you my family brothers and sisters hope you all have best life.
Thanks for all thoughts and prayers as spiritual support works like it should be cause Lord hears and give gracing and blessing for your prayers. I love you.
Jedon
Thought this belonged since it was a message from him, just spoken by another’s fingers. Thx @Bzzinator
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@Jedon
I am amazed at your courage.
I am sad that all of us can not take away some of your pain. I would take some for you if I could.
Your faith and humble spirit inspire me to complain less and appreciate things more.
You are in my thoughts and I hope that your suffering leads to some improvement.
Thanks @Bzzinator for helping so much with our friend.
God Bless and keep you all.
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Ran into this checking in on Jaedon. All of us in the Untouchablez wish you happy holdidays and speedy recovery my friend. Stay strong and stop in say hello when you can.
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yeah, it’s things in the past. nothing new here. Personal reasons - #789 by Jedon is the source for it. there is newer updates there. tho, nothing for 19 days
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