I totally hear your frustration. That would drive me nuts too. I don’t think there’s anyone who’s played the game for a while who hasn’t wanted to throw their phone every now and then because of the RNG.
Adding in that you’re trying to set an example for others is just going to make it 100x more maddeing. I hope things start feeling more balanced for you soon.
One note though: we’re basically all players here, just like you. Kerridoc is a moderator, but he and the other mods are actually volunteers. Small Giant staff definitely read the forums pretty thoroughly, but they mostly respond to things like bug reports.
If you have an idea that you want to bring to SG’s attention, the #ideas-feature-requests section is a great way to do that, and to get feedback and suggestions from other players (some of it will be helpful, some of it…less helpful).
I’d encourage you to at least take a look over there and see if there’s anything you think is worth voting for. SG really has implemented several of the suggestions.