@IpluribusUno - this kind of frustration is very common from players who haven’t realized quite how low the odds are.
Have a look at @Almeida work on how this game operates like a gambling device. Not everyone agrees with all of it, but it might inform your expectations and understanding of the mechanics.
I would also urge you to invest in your training camp, rather than pulls. It’s the gift that keeps on (occasionally) giving!
@Duaneski, @Rook two of my favourites engaged in polite and thoughtful debate - forum win